I really should have stopped myself when I had the chance.Yet I carry on thinking I am stronger.I fail in the department. What have you done to me?
So I kiss other people, trying to get rid of you out of my head. Why isnt it working?
Saturday night I blocked you out with alcohol, my mind was free of thoughts of you. I shouldn't rely on that to be rid of you. Yet now I think about it, my head slightly turns to alcohol bottle I know that is laid in fridge.
Do I hear it calling my name, or is that my head telling me I have another addiction coming. Telling me to drink, and all will be forgotton. Like the many memories of Saturday night.
Gone. Disappeared.
I wish my memories of you would just go and disappear.
Then everything would be alright. I would give others the chance.
But no. I refuse it.
Richmond Superking is calling me. I best go to it.
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