Wednesday, 14 July 2010

Non-existant.

This is how I feel.

Oh and confusion has appeared again. The words 'fancy a fuck' are still trailing through my mind, actually making me feel worthless, yet I still cannot hate him. I know deep down it is because he has no one else there but is it wrong to feel 'wanted' again. Ignoring seems the best idea at the moment.

A friend told me today to give up on current emotions, explaining I am just getting hurt again. I refused to believe this, but maybe they are right. Maybe I am just along for the gentle ride.

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