I have officially given up.

I had my doubts with staying here, but having him there made it bearable, but now I've lost him too, its time I move back to Wolverhampton.

I haven't cried this much or felt this low in ages. Yet again this year I'm losing something close to me. Its not fair. I've tried my best I really have, but how hard is it to give another person another chance.

Last night I tried to forget about things, but I just couldn't. Faking my smile just proved too much, resulting in me making matters worse. I just don't understand how someone can fall out of love so quickly and try to work something out.

I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't stay here anymore.