I'm currently feel nothing yet my former self sinking back in. I know this perhaps is not a good thing but at least I feel no emotions. Emotions just hurt you and the people around you and I don't wish to get into any emotional messes again.
Even my mother has noticed the old me is coming back since she found me in the morning in bed with a guy. Seriously this shit is fucked.
Sex.Drugs.Alcohol.
Yes they numb me out but sometimes distant memories come back, making me wish I could back to them.
I want 14th October 2010 again please.
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