Cunt.

So yeah, I haven't blogged for a while, and guess what, I've cocked up again. But first I shall discuss the positive.

Well my fellow bloggers, my enotional ass is going to uni. Yes me, the one who cannot think straight is going to uni. De Montfort in Leicester I shall be. New start maybe, new people indeed. And tons of alcoholic mistakes to be made. Sweet. Seriously I think this would be good for me, leaving certain people here in Wolverhampton will help my messed up head perhaps.

And now to the negative. It wouldn't be a Thompson blog if it didn't contain negative points now would it. So yeah, I've kissed a guy who I really shouldn't be kissing. He is the most nicest guy I have met, actually likes me for me, and doesn't mind my messed up past. So why is it I feel so bad, why do I feel like I am leading him on. And have two I think reasonable points to why this should not happen.

1. I go uni in 30 days!
2. I still have emotions for another, one to which he knows, quite well indeed.

Well my dear bloggers I am stuck in a mess, like don't get me wrong, I like the guy, I really do, but perhaps it is not fair to get him involved in the mess I am in. I've hurt one guy over this, can I really do it again?