So yes,it's a monday morning, and I have drank a bottle of sours and a bottle of wine. Oh what has my life resulted in. I will admit, I think my possible alcohol addiction is becoming visable to others. Perhaps drinking everyday is not good, but it numbs my mind for a while. This feels good.
So apart from my alcohol problem, I seem to have got myself within such a complicated fucking mess. My sister told me this would happen, that someone would get hurt, but this was not my intention. What happened to when things were so simple to do, oh I forgot, it's called growing up. I never asked for this happen, I never asked for emotions to get involved, and now people are getting hurt because of my silly, stupid emotions and unrealistic ideas. I think perhaps I should stay away from society for a while, and just curl into bed with a sex book and a bottle of something strong. Why do I have to generally suck at things. I need to sort my head out. Some more alcohol perhaps?
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