So it's been a while since I last blogged, what has happened to my writing self. I don't feel the same person anymore. I'm changing, and it isn't a good thing. I'm drinking far to much, everyday is the amount. And is highly seeking revenge, though I have never felt this emotion before. I feel sick all the time, my stomach will not rest, I cannot sleep, I hardly eat. As long as I have a alcohol bottle within reach, I am all good.
Is wrong to still crave something, as much as it wrong for you. These over riding of emotions are too much. I need to escape or else I will begin hurting other people, just to numb my own personal pain. Yes, I am turning into a sadistic, selfish cunt. Do I care?
No.
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